Fights

It's been long i didn't blog...hmm...today got a feeling to blog...and feel like talking about fights...got which couple dun fight? Got which day which hour there will be no couple fight? Hmm...but i think...it's normal there is also break up scene everyday...actually is true..when it comes to a person think that ur the other half dun put in effort how to work? But have u all ever really look at ur other half did he/she really didn't give in any? Anyone can have anger words mean words...but after that what comes into the end? Maybe a relation must learn how tonrespect...give way...but not over control...everyone has their own space...own territory own limits...once cross over...everything will flare like no ppl's business...not mah? Don't because a tear fall u tend to put simpity on anyone...but still...no matter how have friends is Bette better than having enemy...communicate is always the most important thing...fight is always have...don't let ur tear fall but yet learn from it...cheers :)

relationship is never easy

Its been long never post anything,so...what am i going to post today?

LOVE? RELATIONSHIP? MARRIAGE?

all this 3, is never easy to handle or even can say that its never been easy to go through.

there will be a lot of consequences or even there will be a lot a lot of hump...

sometimes you might learn from it, but sometimes you never learn anything. Just like me. surprise? dont need to be surprise...im just an ordinary girl that need to be learn from mistakes. but it seems that i never learn...i keep hurting ppl around me no matter how much they care about me. i tend to bring hurt to their life. seriously am i really that bad that not understanding? basically, i am! i never care about other half feelings. keep standing still like a princess.

sorry is never useful but i still wanna say certain things.

sorry for being so harsh,

sorry for not thinking about your feeling,

sorry for pushing u too much,

sorry for not being caring,

sorry for not being myself that brings pain to u,

sorry for everything

I'm confuse

what should i say about it today? what u all think had happen? hurt? tears? pain?

today is....binggo....all in together....which i can never express it out....just keep inside me....

make it this way...my brain now is full of doubt...full of question that i never dare to ask or even dare to say it out loud...because it will cause more arguement....

when i keep asking....it does make a person piss off....but when i tend to dun ask....the person will just say...do what u think is correct...im confuse...that person is want me to ask or dun want me to ask? that person got a lot a lot of stress which makes me feel its bothering....faught about it yesterday...today thought it will be better...but it doesnt....why? why will like this?? faking? i smile is just dun want that person have more stress by thinking how to make me smile...is that wrong either? i'm not ok....i say out...it will make it even worst...bcos i know my attitude....deeply inside me....im sad...im hurt...im in pain...but what can i do? is what i choose....i throw everything just to try make that person better....but is like never work...but i never give up either...cos i know...one day i can make it right...jasmine choong wont give up!!! she wont!!! did u all hear me??? I WONT GIVE UP!!!

Arguements

Its been long i never post anything...guess is time to come back to my own story...

today i want to talk about arguements....hmm...what u all think about arguements? any comment?

mine arguements has never come to an end...i dunno why and i dunno how to solve...is always because of me...my ego...my naive...my attitude....my words...i tend to hurt ppl till myself never notice about anything...i hurt ppl without knowing how deep is it....to ppl...i might had sumthing in me...but in me...im nothing but just a girl inside me...

I'm fragile...whose not? everyone is fragile...everyone hold on to sumthing to make them secure....what makes me not? am i tough enough in front of every single one of u? or am i just nice to let everyone see my falling my tears off?

seriously...i never tend to hide things when i started saying im not gonna hide...i break ppl's trust...but i did try gain it back...didnt i? or i just did not enough??

a word can describe me....FAILURE!

happy birthday....

Another 20 mins...my life will be starting with the age of 20....happy birthday to myself...first....before my birthday ends...i wanna say thank u to all my friends who spend their quality time to celebrate with me...i know u all try very hard to make me smile...certain person who know me...will know why i cant smile...sis...u should know what am i talking about...but still...im thankful that u all celebrate for me...although is just a simple dinner...but it mean much to me....thanks guys n gals...love u all to the max!!

well...its time to write sumthing i felt in my heart...birthday...everyone have a day which is their birthday...some might celebrate with friends...some might celebrate with families...some will celebrate with love ones....or mayb some wont have any celebration...actually...no matter how u celebrate...or with who...as long as ur heart felt happy is enough...its been 3 years i didnt smile for my birthday..to me now...no matter what day o what date or what anniversary or what special day...its like nothing to me...mayb bcos i never found what i really want...human needsare unlimited i guess...each person life and needs are not under control...we wih for many things...bunt whta we can get is limited...u wish to get more yet u might lose sumthing important...isnt it? or am i just telling a lie to myself??

actually i dunno what am i trying to state or what am i thinking...im totally stuck...brain stuck...cant function...just felt so blur...cant even know what i want...gosh...im just talking crap...but still...two last word before i end my blog for today....HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

life is in your hand...

Let's begin with these...

There is a girl...who work as a freelancer...wish to earn a better pay of money...well...she take nude photos just to earn money...so...any comment??

well, life is always up and down...and money plays it all...money seems to get into everyone minds that it btter to have more then less...but they never thought of money also actually screwing your beautiful life...every blame that GOD is never fair...GOD only give those people who is smart to have a rich n better life...actually you are wrong...GOD is fair...GOD give a human a few things but also take back a few things...everyone life is never same but it depends on how they run their life...

everyone choose to earn money the fast way eventhough u need to sacrifice the person you love or involve your family or your own dignity...money seems to be very scary...but i wish to know what do you get if u earn so much money?? fame?? or??? how much money you earn...it doesnt buy ur fame...or even buy u a pretty nice face to show in front of others....is just a shame...

money do satisfies ur need in life...but it doesnt give u love...it just doesnt...life is in your own hands...how u choose to live it...its your choice...but think before you do a thing...u will never know what is coming next...

all my life....

I will never find another lover, sweeter than you, sweeter than you,
And i will never found another lover, precious than you, precious than you,
Boy you are, close to me like my mother, close to me like my father, close to me like my sister, close to me like my brother,
You are the only one my everything and for this song i sing,
All my life i pray for someone like you, i thanked God that i finally found you,
All my life, i prayed for some like you and i hope that you feel the same way too,
Yes i pray that you love me too, i said that you all im thinking off,
Said i promised that i will never fall in love with a stranger, you all im thinking off, i praise the Lord above,
For sending me love, i cherish every hug,
I REALLY LOVE YOU!
All my life, I pray for someone like you, and i thanked God that i already found you,
All my life, I prayed for someone like you, and i hoped tat you feel the same way too,
Yes i hope that you loved me too,
You're all that i ever known, you smile, all my face seems to glow,
You turn my life around, you pick me up when i was down,
You're all that i've ever known, you smile, my face glow, you pick me up when i was down,
Say, you're all that i've ever known, you smile, my face glow, you pick me up when i was down,
And i hoped that you, feel the same way too, yes i hope that you love me too,
And all my life, i prayed for someone like you, and i thanked God that i finally found you,
And all my life, i prayed for someone like you, yes i prayed that you love me too,
All my life, i prayed for someone like you, and i thanked God that i finally found you,

this song, with this lyrics..wakes me...when u meet someone which realy meant everything to you, dont let go...even she/ he dont love you, dont give up, use your heart to touch his/her heart, what ever it end up to be, her/his smile...will forever bring you warm and happiness...love cant be force...let it be nature bah...