Another 20 mins...my life will be starting with the age of 20....happy birthday to myself...first....before my birthday ends...i wanna say thank u to all my friends who spend their quality time to celebrate with me...i know u all try very hard to make me smile...certain person who know me...will know why i cant smile...sis...u should know what am i talking about...but still...im thankful that u all celebrate for me...although is just a simple dinner...but it mean much to me....thanks guys n gals...love u all to the max!!
well...its time to write sumthing i felt in my heart...birthday...everyone have a day which is their birthday...some might celebrate with friends...some might celebrate with families...some will celebrate with love ones....or mayb some wont have any celebration...actually...no matter how u celebrate...or with who...as long as ur heart felt happy is enough...its been 3 years i didnt smile for my birthday..to me now...no matter what day o what date or what anniversary or what special day...its like nothing to me...mayb bcos i never found what i really want...human needsare unlimited i guess...each person life and needs are not under control...we wih for many things...bunt whta we can get is limited...u wish to get more yet u might lose sumthing important...isnt it? or am i just telling a lie to myself??
actually i dunno what am i trying to state or what am i thinking...im totally stuck...brain stuck...cant function...just felt so blur...cant even know what i want...gosh...im just talking crap...but still...two last word before i end my blog for today....HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Sunday, October 10, 2010
life is in your hand...
Let's begin with these...
There is a girl...who work as a freelancer...wish to earn a better pay of money...well...she take nude photos just to earn money...so...any comment??
well, life is always up and down...and money plays it all...money seems to get into everyone minds that it btter to have more then less...but they never thought of money also actually screwing your beautiful life...every blame that GOD is never fair...GOD only give those people who is smart to have a rich n better life...actually you are wrong...GOD is fair...GOD give a human a few things but also take back a few things...everyone life is never same but it depends on how they run their life...
everyone choose to earn money the fast way eventhough u need to sacrifice the person you love or involve your family or your own dignity...money seems to be very scary...but i wish to know what do you get if u earn so much money?? fame?? or??? how much money you earn...it doesnt buy ur fame...or even buy u a pretty nice face to show in front of others....is just a shame...
money do satisfies ur need in life...but it doesnt give u love...it just doesnt...life is in your own hands...how u choose to live it...its your choice...but think before you do a thing...u will never know what is coming next...
There is a girl...who work as a freelancer...wish to earn a better pay of money...well...she take nude photos just to earn money...so...any comment??
well, life is always up and down...and money plays it all...money seems to get into everyone minds that it btter to have more then less...but they never thought of money also actually screwing your beautiful life...every blame that GOD is never fair...GOD only give those people who is smart to have a rich n better life...actually you are wrong...GOD is fair...GOD give a human a few things but also take back a few things...everyone life is never same but it depends on how they run their life...
everyone choose to earn money the fast way eventhough u need to sacrifice the person you love or involve your family or your own dignity...money seems to be very scary...but i wish to know what do you get if u earn so much money?? fame?? or??? how much money you earn...it doesnt buy ur fame...or even buy u a pretty nice face to show in front of others....is just a shame...
money do satisfies ur need in life...but it doesnt give u love...it just doesnt...life is in your own hands...how u choose to live it...its your choice...but think before you do a thing...u will never know what is coming next...
Friday, October 8, 2010
all my life....
I will never find another lover, sweeter than you, sweeter than you,
And i will never found another lover, precious than you, precious than you,
Boy you are, close to me like my mother, close to me like my father, close to me like my sister, close to me like my brother,
You are the only one my everything and for this song i sing,
All my life i pray for someone like you, i thanked God that i finally found you,
All my life, i prayed for some like you and i hope that you feel the same way too,
Yes i pray that you love me too, i said that you all im thinking off,
Said i promised that i will never fall in love with a stranger, you all im thinking off, i praise the Lord above,
For sending me love, i cherish every hug,
I REALLY LOVE YOU!
All my life, I pray for someone like you, and i thanked God that i already found you,
All my life, I prayed for someone like you, and i hoped tat you feel the same way too,
Yes i hope that you loved me too,
You're all that i ever known, you smile, all my face seems to glow,
You turn my life around, you pick me up when i was down,
You're all that i've ever known, you smile, my face glow, you pick me up when i was down,
Say, you're all that i've ever known, you smile, my face glow, you pick me up when i was down,
And i hoped that you, feel the same way too, yes i hope that you love me too,
And all my life, i prayed for someone like you, and i thanked God that i finally found you,
And all my life, i prayed for someone like you, yes i prayed that you love me too,
All my life, i prayed for someone like you, and i thanked God that i finally found you,
this song, with this lyrics..wakes me...when u meet someone which realy meant everything to you, dont let go...even she/ he dont love you, dont give up, use your heart to touch his/her heart, what ever it end up to be, her/his smile...will forever bring you warm and happiness...love cant be force...let it be nature bah...
And i will never found another lover, precious than you, precious than you,
Boy you are, close to me like my mother, close to me like my father, close to me like my sister, close to me like my brother,
You are the only one my everything and for this song i sing,
All my life i pray for someone like you, i thanked God that i finally found you,
All my life, i prayed for some like you and i hope that you feel the same way too,
Yes i pray that you love me too, i said that you all im thinking off,
Said i promised that i will never fall in love with a stranger, you all im thinking off, i praise the Lord above,
For sending me love, i cherish every hug,
I REALLY LOVE YOU!
All my life, I pray for someone like you, and i thanked God that i already found you,
All my life, I prayed for someone like you, and i hoped tat you feel the same way too,
Yes i hope that you loved me too,
You're all that i ever known, you smile, all my face seems to glow,
You turn my life around, you pick me up when i was down,
You're all that i've ever known, you smile, my face glow, you pick me up when i was down,
Say, you're all that i've ever known, you smile, my face glow, you pick me up when i was down,
And i hoped that you, feel the same way too, yes i hope that you love me too,
And all my life, i prayed for someone like you, and i thanked God that i finally found you,
And all my life, i prayed for someone like you, yes i prayed that you love me too,
All my life, i prayed for someone like you, and i thanked God that i finally found you,
this song, with this lyrics..wakes me...when u meet someone which realy meant everything to you, dont let go...even she/ he dont love you, dont give up, use your heart to touch his/her heart, what ever it end up to be, her/his smile...will forever bring you warm and happiness...love cant be force...let it be nature bah...
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
what comes into your life...face it!!!
lets see...what is it gonna be in my post today...problems?? who never have problems?? from a human physical...do u think u can judge anything?? do u think u can judge their life?? so what u got money...so what u have a beautiful or handsome look?? do you think you wont have any problems need to solve?? money wll always be a issue to a person no matter what...no matter how rich you are...there will be still a matter of stepping into a perfect world....
in human eyes...everything is equals to money...if you give a person advantage..they will use u...world is full of selfishness...no one will be honest to you or even be sincere to you except yourself...in this world...there is no one you can trust except yourself...only you yourself can help your own mess or your own problems...problems occur everyday to make a person grow and think maturely...childishness will only make you fail in this world...world improves every day by day...hour by hour...we must keep it up to be success...problems come is not to fail you yet is to make you success...rich peopl is not forever rich unless they know how to safe their money...everyone has their down moment...everyone will not always in he high top...it will always be up and down...and each time is getting serious...but problems makes you learn how to deal it perfectly without any regrets...face everthing when it comes to your life...life is yours...it depends on your own hand on how you want to live your life but not others to teach you how to live your life...dont ever judge people unless you judge your ownself first..you can never critic other people if you yourself never ask what you had give out to the world but not the world who give you....
in human eyes...everything is equals to money...if you give a person advantage..they will use u...world is full of selfishness...no one will be honest to you or even be sincere to you except yourself...in this world...there is no one you can trust except yourself...only you yourself can help your own mess or your own problems...problems occur everyday to make a person grow and think maturely...childishness will only make you fail in this world...world improves every day by day...hour by hour...we must keep it up to be success...problems come is not to fail you yet is to make you success...rich peopl is not forever rich unless they know how to safe their money...everyone has their down moment...everyone will not always in he high top...it will always be up and down...and each time is getting serious...but problems makes you learn how to deal it perfectly without any regrets...face everthing when it comes to your life...life is yours...it depends on your own hand on how you want to live your life but not others to teach you how to live your life...dont ever judge people unless you judge your ownself first..you can never critic other people if you yourself never ask what you had give out to the world but not the world who give you....
Monday, October 4, 2010
bed time story?? or true story??
Once upon a time...there was a teenage girl...her life is so hectic...full of jealousy n sadness due to family problem...one day she found a guy in friendster...quite good looking...they just get to chat in friendster...one day this guy saw her in a restaurant with her friends...yet he is with his friend...his friend didnt notice bout her but yet he get to saw her only beautiful eyes...she was so pretty...
on the same night...the guy from friendster asked her did she go to the restaurant at the same night? she answer yes...yet they exchange phone number n get to sms...this girl was so silly...she is into a trap yet she didnt know about it...she was totally in love...until one day...the guy has get bored with her...he pass to his friend to chast with her...but this girl never know anything or realise anything yet just continue chat with him...this guy was so nice being honest told her about the whole thing...about the games they played betwen gals and so on...this girl was so angry n get hurt...but she remain clam...and told the guy its ok...yet she ask him a question...is she really that stupid n easy to get into a trap?? the guy answer her yes...
the guy apologise to her about what his friend did...yet tey continue chat...this girl show al her caring n thoughtful to this guy and chat with him everyday...this guy slowly fall for her deeply and ask her can she be his gf? yet the girl say yes....the relationship comes to 3 years....both of them had their strong bond till now never break...in this 3 years...there are happiness and sadness...happiness is that...the guy propose to her n ask for marrage...yet she say yes....they both were so sweet n nice towards each other...
but there is a thing that u all never notice is that they are far range relationship yet it works and last till so long...actually there is a lesson to learn in every relationship...
1. TRUST
2. LOYALTY
3.UNDERSTANDING
this 3 main things must have in a relationship...trust is very important...in a far range relationship...if trust isnt there...there will be lots of arguements n even comes to break up....being loyal also must be a reason...when anyone of ur partners isnt around...yet you just flirt around how u wish ur relation last?? what ever you do...pls do conside bout the other half...understanding?? understanding between a couple is really important...there is a tough time to success but sumtimes each person thinking is different...some doesnt say wat they really wants....all you have is understanding...these 3 elements can keep ur relation last...
on the same night...the guy from friendster asked her did she go to the restaurant at the same night? she answer yes...yet they exchange phone number n get to sms...this girl was so silly...she is into a trap yet she didnt know about it...she was totally in love...until one day...the guy has get bored with her...he pass to his friend to chast with her...but this girl never know anything or realise anything yet just continue chat with him...this guy was so nice being honest told her about the whole thing...about the games they played betwen gals and so on...this girl was so angry n get hurt...but she remain clam...and told the guy its ok...yet she ask him a question...is she really that stupid n easy to get into a trap?? the guy answer her yes...
the guy apologise to her about what his friend did...yet tey continue chat...this girl show al her caring n thoughtful to this guy and chat with him everyday...this guy slowly fall for her deeply and ask her can she be his gf? yet the girl say yes....the relationship comes to 3 years....both of them had their strong bond till now never break...in this 3 years...there are happiness and sadness...happiness is that...the guy propose to her n ask for marrage...yet she say yes....they both were so sweet n nice towards each other...
but there is a thing that u all never notice is that they are far range relationship yet it works and last till so long...actually there is a lesson to learn in every relationship...
1. TRUST
2. LOYALTY
3.UNDERSTANDING
this 3 main things must have in a relationship...trust is very important...in a far range relationship...if trust isnt there...there will be lots of arguements n even comes to break up....being loyal also must be a reason...when anyone of ur partners isnt around...yet you just flirt around how u wish ur relation last?? what ever you do...pls do conside bout the other half...understanding?? understanding between a couple is really important...there is a tough time to success but sumtimes each person thinking is different...some doesnt say wat they really wants....all you have is understanding...these 3 elements can keep ur relation last...
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Friendship...
Friendship is another one who played us in our life...you will never know who is your true friend who isnt...humans are just like water...they have heat...heat into steam...they have cold time that turn into ice...friends are like that...when you really need one...or you really need a person...they never appear unless they really treat u as true friends...in your life..you meet a lot of different kinds of people...everyone can be friend but there are many kinds of friend...a true friend you doesnt need to say any word he/she will know what are you thinking or even is there any problem in you...the bond between true friends is always there....but is you yourself hold it tight or loose....friends are needed in everyone life...be true to youself and be true to the people around you then u can find a real friend...a real friend will tell u wat is right wat is wrong...a real friend will gone through everything happen in you...will share your happiness...will hold you up when u fall...friends do respect each other...
well...i can say i not a true friend...i never really wanna show ppl who is inside me...i always hide wat i really feel towards myself or any problems a face...there are a lot of masks in me...but there is a friend who always can see through me...she knows just by look into me...but i always just hurt her n never appreciate her properly...friends will have arguement but it depends on how u pay back n apologise to your own true friend...a true friend will nevermind who u had been before or wat you had did in past...they support your decision or even stand by you no matter wat...friends can have many in your life...but real true buddy will be only few...hold it tight...its not easy to find a true real friend...once u lost...u regret also wont help you anything...trust me...
well...i can say i not a true friend...i never really wanna show ppl who is inside me...i always hide wat i really feel towards myself or any problems a face...there are a lot of masks in me...but there is a friend who always can see through me...she knows just by look into me...but i always just hurt her n never appreciate her properly...friends will have arguement but it depends on how u pay back n apologise to your own true friend...a true friend will nevermind who u had been before or wat you had did in past...they support your decision or even stand by you no matter wat...friends can have many in your life...but real true buddy will be only few...hold it tight...its not easy to find a true real friend...once u lost...u regret also wont help you anything...trust me...
Friday, October 1, 2010
first time....
INTRODUCTION:
Name: Jasmine Choong
Age: 20 in (17/10)
this is me with a soft toy name sprite...i wanna start to blog is due to what had happen in my life which i dont know how to express but to express in a blog...it might be boring...but i just want to release what i had in me...
1/10/2010 (11.52pm)
Seriously...something had happen again today...it might sound funny to everyone of you out there...but it seriously hurts me and scares me and bring problems into my life...what kind of person i am?? unfortunately i myself also dunno what kind of person i am...caring?? loyal?? outgoing?? sporting?? etc...some ppl say im nice....some ppl say im b**** some even say im crazy....actually me myself also started to dun understand myself...i wish someone can tell me who i really am...
Today it happens to be someone post a video of me...relationships really plays ppl huh? when it is end...u thought it will end for life...yet it doesnt...is it cause of me myself dunno how to handle?? or is i make ppl misunderstand?? relationship really plays ppl...when u found someone u really love...u already get him...but still there will be something blocking ur way to happiness...why?? my life is really a mess...i started to dunno how to handle things...ppl say i had change when im in secondary compare to who i am in college...am i?? me myself also dunno...but i know one thing never change...feelings inside me...if that person is reading...that person will know wat am i talking,..every gals wants love...wants care...wants happiness....gals are seriously selfish in their way...but they never bad...they treat ppl with heart if the other half treat them with heart...i started to miss him again...if he is here....he will teach me what to do...he will open my way for me to walk through....but im selfish...i wish to have more then that...but....when u start to be selfish...end up hurt de is yourself...worth??? i seriously....dunno...
Name: Jasmine Choong
Age: 20 in (17/10)
1/10/2010 (11.52pm)
Seriously...something had happen again today...it might sound funny to everyone of you out there...but it seriously hurts me and scares me and bring problems into my life...what kind of person i am?? unfortunately i myself also dunno what kind of person i am...caring?? loyal?? outgoing?? sporting?? etc...some ppl say im nice....some ppl say im b**** some even say im crazy....actually me myself also started to dun understand myself...i wish someone can tell me who i really am...
Today it happens to be someone post a video of me...relationships really plays ppl huh? when it is end...u thought it will end for life...yet it doesnt...is it cause of me myself dunno how to handle?? or is i make ppl misunderstand?? relationship really plays ppl...when u found someone u really love...u already get him...but still there will be something blocking ur way to happiness...why?? my life is really a mess...i started to dunno how to handle things...ppl say i had change when im in secondary compare to who i am in college...am i?? me myself also dunno...but i know one thing never change...feelings inside me...if that person is reading...that person will know wat am i talking,..every gals wants love...wants care...wants happiness....gals are seriously selfish in their way...but they never bad...they treat ppl with heart if the other half treat them with heart...i started to miss him again...if he is here....he will teach me what to do...he will open my way for me to walk through....but im selfish...i wish to have more then that...but....when u start to be selfish...end up hurt de is yourself...worth??? i seriously....dunno...
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