I'm confuse

what should i say about it today? what u all think had happen? hurt? tears? pain?

today is....binggo....all in together....which i can never express it out....just keep inside me....

make it this way...my brain now is full of doubt...full of question that i never dare to ask or even dare to say it out loud...because it will cause more arguement....

when i keep asking....it does make a person piss off....but when i tend to dun ask....the person will just say...do what u think is correct...im confuse...that person is want me to ask or dun want me to ask? that person got a lot a lot of stress which makes me feel its bothering....faught about it yesterday...today thought it will be better...but it doesnt....why? why will like this?? faking? i smile is just dun want that person have more stress by thinking how to make me smile...is that wrong either? i'm not ok....i say out...it will make it even worst...bcos i know my attitude....deeply inside me....im sad...im hurt...im in pain...but what can i do? is what i choose....i throw everything just to try make that person better....but is like never work...but i never give up either...cos i know...one day i can make it right...jasmine choong wont give up!!! she wont!!! did u all hear me??? I WONT GIVE UP!!!

Arguements

Its been long i never post anything...guess is time to come back to my own story...

today i want to talk about arguements....hmm...what u all think about arguements? any comment?

mine arguements has never come to an end...i dunno why and i dunno how to solve...is always because of me...my ego...my naive...my attitude....my words...i tend to hurt ppl till myself never notice about anything...i hurt ppl without knowing how deep is it....to ppl...i might had sumthing in me...but in me...im nothing but just a girl inside me...

I'm fragile...whose not? everyone is fragile...everyone hold on to sumthing to make them secure....what makes me not? am i tough enough in front of every single one of u? or am i just nice to let everyone see my falling my tears off?

seriously...i never tend to hide things when i started saying im not gonna hide...i break ppl's trust...but i did try gain it back...didnt i? or i just did not enough??

a word can describe me....FAILURE!